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Tispy Blast
10.31.03 (10:07 pm)   [edit]
Went over to Holly's cousins house for a Halloween Party. I went as a bunny cause I didn't really have much to choose from. Her cousin dressed up in a mask and jumped out at kids. I hid in the tree, I ended up ripping a whole in my jeans though, but whatever it was fun. After that we went by Mcdonalds so I could show her Seans costume but he took it off cause it got busy. Dont blame him, those heels musta been a bitch. I really wished he didn't have to close. I rember last time I closed I ended up back at his place,lol. Wait I dunno if thats good or bad. Doh
Anyway went back to dooks. We were locked out 4 about 15 mins till him and squirrel came back. I flopped out on the couch, had acouple beers and some fruit punch, and gabbed for a bit. It was fun just hangin out, I had a good time.
Feel a lil tipsy now. Tring to stay awake for 3 more hours. Err. Guess I'll go watch some scary flicks in the mean time...
 
Happy Halloween!!!
10.31.03 (2:51 pm)   [edit]

Today is gonna be a blast. I dressed Sean up as a girl for work!!! So if anyone goes to McDonalds and sees a fine black woman, thats my man ,lol. He looked great, momma said people arent gonna know hes a man,lol. Thats kinda scary, but he looked too cute.
I have to find a costume now for the halloween party thing later. Im gonna have to throw something together hehe. Im excited. Happy Halloween everyone!!!
 
Happy Halloween!!!
10.31.03 (2:50 pm)   [edit]

Today is gonna be a blast. I dressed Sean up as a girl for work!!! So if anyone goes to McDonalds and sees a fine black woman, thats my man ,lol. He looked great, momma said people arent gonna know hes a man,lol. Thats kinda scary, but he looked too cute.
I have to find a costume now for the halloween party thing later. Im gonna have to throw something together hehe. Im excited. Happy Halloween everyone!!!
 
Ooohh she gots da bomb...
10.29.03 (10:11 pm)   [edit]

Today was alot of fun! Sean and I drove down to Nashville. We mobbed around in Hickory Hollow Mall, I wanted to go there to find something specific for Hol. We looked around at alot of cool stuff, I even bough some bath n body works christmas lotion. I freaken love it, it smells like cookies :)
Anywayz after that we went to a pool hall called Snookers (or something like that). He taught me how to play pool which was fun, he rawks at it. Some thug kept asking for my number, Iz like, Im here with my boyfriend! I don't think he got the hint, but I think I made myself pretty clear. We left anyway to go run around some more.
It was great. I luvs sean, hes cute stuff :)
I think Im going out tonight to cause some early Halloween trouble.hehe. Figured it wouldn't be smart to try to do it Friday because cops will be everywhere! hehe Im up to no good..
 
Got from Pro's blog :)
10.29.03 (10:11 am)   [edit]
Layer.one
Name: Katelyn
Birthdate: Feb 26th
Birthplace: Silverspring MD
Current location: TN
Eyes: Dark Blue
Hair: Medium blonde with Platinum blonde hightlights
Height: 5'9
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Layer.two
Your heritage: English/Welsh
Your weakness: Dark men
Your shoes you wore today: pink/white sneakers
Your fears: the afterlife
Your perfect pizza: supreme stuff crust
Goal you'd like to achieve: Find a decent job
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up: why me
Your best physical feature: umm
Your bedtime: whenever...usually at the crack of dawn
Your most missed memory: Being with my friends
Layer.four
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: both
Layer.five
Smoke: Not anymore
Cuss: all the time
Sing: maybe in the shower
Take showers daily: ABSOLUTELY
Have a crush: actually yes
Think you've been in love: Yeah :)
Want to go college: Thats where my ass needs to be now
Want to get married: To scary, but maybe one day
Believe in yourself: not always,not like I should
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're attractive: nope
Get along with your parents: most of the time
Like thunderstorms: yeah there neat
Play an instrument: a little keyboard
Layer.six
- in the past months...
Gone to the mall: I wanna go now!
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: doh
Eaten sushi: looks rank
Been on stage: dont think so
Gone skating: yeah! It was a blast
Made homemade cookies: last night
Gone skinny dipping: not in the last 6 months
Dyed your hair: highlighted
Stolen anything: dont think so
Label.seven
- ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no just buzzed
Been called a tease: yeah
Got beaten up: nope
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married: I guess by 30
Dream wedding: dont wanna think about it yet
How do you want to die: peacefully; in my sleep, with someone I love
Dream job:Some kind of Therapist
Place you want to visit: Aussie!
Layer.nine
- In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: dark eyes...brown/black
Best hair color: dark hair...brown/black
Short or long hair: short on guys, long on girls
Height: 5'8 and up is good
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: 1
Number of people I could trust with my life: 6
Number of CDs that I own: Not a whole lot
Number of piercings: Just my ears
Number of tattoos: none
Number of times my name's been in the news: lol not 4 sure
Number of scars on my body: dunno
Number of things in my past that I regret.: too many to count
 
Beefalo are real!
10.28.03 (1:33 pm)   [edit]
Yesterday was fun stuff. Holly came up and went went shopping for christmas paper. Im excited I can't wait to wrap everyones gifts.
I got to spend the night at Seans House too. It was great. We stayed up late, gabbing and playing around, I had such a good time.
I havent laughed so hard in a long time.
My emotions have been kind of up and down lately, but right now I seem to be doing pretty good. I tend to have my highs and lows, but the last day has been great. I still want to sleep all the time. Thats probablly what I'll go do now,lol
 
I hate me
10.26.03 (5:26 pm)   [edit]

65% of my life I hate. Including myself. Shit just never seems to be going anywhere. All I do is sleep and feel bad.
 
Errg
10.26.03 (12:58 pm)   [edit]
Phillip came by with his girlfriend earlier. She must have been scared cause she stayed in the car. He came to the door and brought 2 boxes of old pictures and notes I gave him through out the years we were together.
He didnt say much, just kinda dropped off my stuff and left. There was a note attached to one of the boxes he gave me, saying something about he was moving out of the state soon. I dont know whats up with all that, Im just glad I got my shit back.

Its 40 degrees outside. Thats almost freezing. Its suppost to be in the 30's the rest of the week.

Im excited about Halloween. I think Im going to dooks Friday, depends if Debbie still wants me to come.

I had a weirdass dream last night. I dreamed Holly put on a concert for everyone. We were still at school. And then Dani did like 3 songs, she had scandelous women back up dancers, it was bad. And Jared (shithouse) was moshing in a crowd of people. My dreams make no sence.

 
Insomniac
10.25.03 (4:21 am)   [edit]
Its 6am. I stayed up till 4 and got back up two hours later. I miss my sleep. Sleep is good.

Yesterday was fun stuff though. Sean got to spend the night at my house. He got off work around 10 and since he had to be back in at 5, I just figured it would be easier for him to crash over here instead of going all the way out to Altamont. Im glad we got to spend time together. We went to Walmart for a bit, mobbed around, it was neat.

I thought we were suppose to set our clocks back last night but were suppost to do it the 26th/27th, so ppl dont 4get! At least one person does every year, then you laugh at them when thier late for work/school.
Ahh I want to go to bed so bad. Maybe I need to lay off the caffiene.
 
Insomniac
10.25.03 (4:19 am)   [edit]

Its 6am. I stayed up till 4 and got back up two hours later. Maybe Im becomming an insomniac. I miss my sleep. Sleep is good.
Yesterday was fun stuff though. Sean got to spend the night at my house. He got off work around 10 and since he had to be back in at 5, I just figured it would be easier for him to crash over here instead of going all the way out to Altamont. Im glad we got to spend time together. We went to Walmart for a bit, mobbed around, it was neat.
I thought we were suppose to set our clocks back last night but were suppost to do it the 26th/27th, so ppl dont 4get! At least one person does every year, then you laugh at them when thier late for work/school.
Ahh I want to go to bed so bad. Maybe I need to lay off the caffiene.
 
Toil Toil lol
10.24.03 (10:40 am)   [edit]
Hollys sending me a letter through snail mail. She drew some scandelous stuff on the outside, I bet people at the post office are gonna thing what tha fuck. I cant wait to get it, I like getting mail, its fun.
Im tring to be as up beat as I can. Im going through a serious rough patch in my life. Something has to change soon. Im not happy like I used to be. Maybe I'll run off to a forgien country where it doesnt cost so much to live,lol.
Ahh I think I just burned some noodles. I didnt think that was possible. Gotta jam 4 now
 
Im so bored
10.23.03 (7:14 pm)   [edit]
I feel like people are slipping away
 
Stop, drop, Kaboom
10.23.03 (8:54 am)   [edit]

Last night was fun. Went down to Hollys and hung out. We watched the movie Bones, and played a music game on her ps2 called Freqency. Its pretty hard, but she showed me how to do it.
I excersized for an hour when I got home. Im glad Im finally getting my motivation back to do stuff.
Right now I have to go to Manchester. Im picking my cousin Angie up half way. Shes gonna be staying at grandmas, so maybe it wont be so bad.
 
Off and on Day
10.22.03 (12:13 am)   [edit]


Has anyone else seen the movie Kill Bill? Sean and I went to McMinville to watch the late showing. It was a blood filled, weird ass comedy. Alot of people walked out of the earlier show cause they hated it so much, but I didnt care, I had alot on my mind.

We didnt really fight, but me and sean got upset over alot of stuff. We both ended up cring and feeling like shit by the end of the night. But when we got back to his place, we layed on the hood of my car, looking at the stars and talked it all out. I do love him so much.

My stomach hurts. I think I ate a rotted potato. Toil
I hope tommorrow goes alot better. I need to motivate my ass, I feel like I have no strength or will to do anything anymore.
 
Bored Ass Quiz
10.20.03 (11:47 pm)   [edit]
[b]-[ favorites ]-[/b]number: 88, 26
shoes: sketchers
TV show: The Real World
vegetable: Mashed Potatoes
fruit: Kiwi and Strawberries
movie: Save the Last Dance, Shaw shanks Redemption
magazine: People
actor: Dunno
actress: Julia Styles
scent: Clinque Happy, Clean Cloths
ice cream flavor: RockyRoad
color: Pastels
season: Fall
rapper: Ludacris
type of music: Rock/Alternative,Rap,R&B, a little of everything
thing in your room: My bed
radio station: 102.9 the buzz, 101.1 the beat jams
overall food: chicken strips
shape: heart
state: IL
boys name: Sean Micheal
girls name: Christina Marie or Ashryn
shampoo: Aussie or Herbal Essences
swear word: fuck
month: August

[b]
-[ private life ]-[/b]do you have a crush: Hehe, Sean
ever kiss a friend: yup
so moving along..do you smoke: not anymore
do you smoke weed: I have before
beer good or beer bad: beer tastes bad, I like bacardi O3...and it’s stronger.
do you drink wine coolers: eh
do you like smirnoff ice: yes
prefer beer or liquor: liquor
are you a virgin: nope


[b]-[ have you ever ]- [/b]gotten really REALLY wasted: na just buzzed
gone to jail or juvi: lol no
skateboarded: yes but failed
gotten into a bar, under-aged: Grand Central Station whoo
kissed someone of the same sex: yes more than once
gone on a road trip: Not yet but I want too!
been to a concert: yeah
got pulled over: yes quit a bit in my day
broke a law: yeah
given money to a homeless person: No but I gave em a bag of food
tried to kill yourself: once when I was younger

[b] -[ basic ]-[/b] name: Katelyn
nicknames: Kas
gender: female.
age: 18
birthday: 02-26-85
where were you born: SilverSpring, MD
current location: Monteagle, TN
zodiac sign: Pisces

 
Weeeee
10.18.03 (11:32 pm)   [edit]
I saw a shooting star tonight. I dont think Ive ever seen one like it. It left a pretty tail of light in the sky.
My day so far has went great. Thomas and Stephine (<--Seans roomates) took Sean and I out to eat at a Chinease place in Mcminville. It was really good. I had fun listening to them tell old stories and laugh at eachother.> When we got back to thier house, we all flopped out on the couch and watched some Idenity movie. Im not sure if thats the name of it, but it was one of those movies that fucked with your head, kinda like the cell. It was pretty good. I Liked just snuggling,and hangin out, it was nice.
Tommorrow Im starting on a new me. Im gonna work on things to better myself. Im tired of saying I will and then never figure out what to do. I want to learn how to do at least one thing by the time this years up. Like what the hell is under a hood of a car, or how to make certain stuff. I feel like I dont really have anything Im good at, so I wanna change it. Theres alot I wanna change with me.
Im so wired. lol, lately my sleeping pattern has been messed up. I tend to sleep most the day. Blah.
 
This makes no scense
10.17.03 (12:37 am)   [edit]
Holly and I are looking up christimas gifts in ebay. Its funny! I wanna get everyone great shit.
Weve been gabben about ludadick, marilyn manson, enchindas, and puggles. Were high as hell :shock:


ps- she said fuck u and walked right outta my life
 
Lol
10.16.03 (9:30 pm)   [edit]

Ive spent the last hour watching Extreme Elimination on Spike Tv. That show is funny as hell.
My dad caught a baby squirrel today. I wanted to keep it as a pet, but it was hurt when he got it and ended up dying. It was pretty sad.
Im still tring to figure out where I should work. They are hiring at the Dollar General, I guess I could work there. They close at 7 so no matter what hours I worked Id be out early enough to still do stuff. Who knows.
 
Bored
10.16.03 (12:07 am)   [edit]

I darkend the pic I had.
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Looks kinda like an old photo from the 50's. Kinda scary lol.
Oooooooshy! I am sooo cold. Its been super freezing all day. Its 2am and I cant sleep. Ahh. Oh well.
Im gonna go waste my brain cells away on Zelda, I havent played that in 4ever...
 
Temporary High
10.14.03 (10:37 pm)   [edit]
I havent laughed this hard in along time. Todays been freaken great. I wished Holly was online so we could Gab, and watch late night BET * Booty poppin videos*
Its so purdy out. I love night time. I cant sleep, must lay off the caffiene.....
 
To much of a good thing...not a good thing
10.13.03 (10:32 pm)   [edit]
Maybe I'll wake up and all the bad will vanish. Or maybe I will just waste away. I have no emotional strength
 
Rock on
10.13.03 (11:41 am)   [edit]

I did it 4 times in the last 12 hours. Im gonna be walkin funny all day. I spent the night last night at Seans place, it was fun, we got to chill and talk alot which was neat cause I learn more and more bout him everytime Im with him.
Yesterday I spent my day bumming watching movies. I watched shawshank redemtion and save the last dance. I love those movies. There good stuff.
Im gonna go make macaroni and pass out. This weeks gonna be a long week I can tell. Must get in ZZZzzzzz's while I can....
 
The Movies
10.11.03 (10:33 pm)   [edit]
I had to take Angie back home today. Well to Murfressburo anyway (Her parents live there). She lives in Guam, right next to the Phillipines and stuff. She visited for the week, but she had to go back today so Sean and I dropped her off down there. After that we went and saw the movie, Underworld. It actually turned out really good, it had a sort of sweet twist to it, I liked it. Still kinda grusome though,lol. But overall my day went good. My stomachs hurting now. I havent got much sleep lately. I didnt come home yesterday until 4am and then got back up at like 9, so Im defintly ready to crash. Im wasted...
 
I needs tbucks!
10.10.03 (1:05 pm)   [edit]
I need tbucks. Maybe if I reply to my own self I can earn em,lol. Thats so sad.
This weekened there is gonna be a bigass wedding at my house. I dont know the people but they are friends of grandma. That means Im gonna be evacuating for a day or two. Maybe I'll go on a roadtrip, or do something fun.
I need to get another job, but I cant until Sean gets his next paycheck. If I work, then he cant work cause he has no ride. If he works I cant cause Im having to give him rides. Kinda sucks for us both but he has alot of debt to pay of, getting his license back, and so on. But whatever. Its all still good. Im happy either way.
Angie told me the other night, Matt wanted to fuck me. (Matts the guy whos renting out my log cabin).That makes me feel weird considering he lives like acouple yards from my house. But I guess I'll just stick with avoiding his ass.



 
toil
10.09.03 (3:43 am)   [edit]
I hope my computer lets me post this. Its for sure got a virus because I cant get on aol, and it took about 20 mins for it to get to this page. I wanna gab with holly, i hope she isnt mad cause my computers a peice of shit. I miss her :cry:
 
What a fuckstick
10.08.03 (5:54 pm)   [edit]
Im pissed. Phillip called me earlier and asked me if I would go back out with him. I told him that I was happy with Sean and there was no way possible we could ever go back out. He got mad and hung up on me. After that I turned off the ringers on my phone and went to bed. When I got up I had 6 messages on the machine from him. They kept saying " God damnit pick up the phone" and stuff like that, until the last message. He went on to say how I was a "fucking whore" and he should have never loved someone who " fucked a god damn nigger " anyway. Iam so mad right now. He even said he was bringing by some of my old stuff tommorrow, but I just called him and told him to keep the fucken shit and to go fuck himself. I think that conversation went fairly well. Hes just pissed I wont date his loser ass. He needs to get over it....
 
Dildos up the waszoo
10.08.03 (2:37 pm)   [edit]
Last night was great.
Angie,Matt,Sean,And I went to Nahville to a place called the Purple Onion. Its a big sex store, has alota porn/toys and stuff. We only went cause Angie wanted to buy herself a vibarator. She bought that and Matt bought a pipe for his stash. Matt had a joint with him, so we all smoked it in the car. We did the smoking thing where you blow it mouth to mouth to the other person, I think it made the buzz better but who knows.
We didnt get home till like 3, and we stayed down at my log cabin for awhile, hangin out. It was alota fun.

I just got taking Sean to his house real quick. He stayed the night at the Log Cabin with Matt but we had to run back to his place to get his work cloths. We actually got to take a hot shower together which was great cause weve never done that. It was nice, had candle lite and all, we steamed up the whole house but we had it to ourselves so why not.

Im tired as all hell, I think I might crash out for acouple hours. I tried calling Hol but no answer. I havent talked to her in awhile....
 
good day
10.06.03 (9:01 pm)   [edit]
Angie and I got to go shopping today. It was alota fun. I got a new bra. I finally got into a Dcup, but my boobs still look the same as they always have. Maybe its just the style I bought. But anyway I got some nautica perfume which smells soooo good, I luv it. And I got a shirt that Ive been wanting for awhile too. So overall I racked up. Im gonna go highlight my hair right now. I wanna get it done b4 I go to Nashville tommorrow. omg tommorrow is gonna be great. Im excited....
 
Sexy header bar
10.05.03 (4:38 am)   [edit]
Im lovin my new header, its cute stuff. Holly made it in photoplus 4, I dunno how she does all that . We gabbed on the phone from 1 am till 6. I figured I might as well not even go to bed since I have to go with my grandma to lawernceburg at like 6:40. Im gonna go get ready now, Im gonna be so wasted later on today I can tell. But it was worth it, tonights been fun, all except for the phone call I got at 2. Im gonna sleep on the car ride down....
 
Get the hint
10.05.03 (1:05 am)   [edit]
Ok I havent talked to Phillip in 4ever, and at 2 am he calls. He first off sounds ok, then he starts cring asking why I did this to him. I didnt know how to handle that at all. I feel really bad, but he has a girlfriend, he shouldnt live in the past. I treated him like shit, we broke up, hes got a girl, so why dwell?? It apparently still bothers him. I feel so bad.....
 
Blunt
10.04.03 (6:13 pm)   [edit]

I love sleep, sleep is god.

I hope no one starts holding back. I guess people think if others are reading thier shit, they need to edit themselves. Im gonna be blunt as hell in my blog, shit thats what its here for. Im just getten to the point in my life where alot of exciting shits goin down, and whats the fun in it all if ya cant gab to your friends about it.
I just got a wad of cash in a really really late graduation card. Thats good stuff since Im currently unemployed,lol. But its actually alot of fun, stayen out late, lougen around, being a bum isnt so bad,lol. But yeah I guess I need to go job hunting sooner or later. Blah. Who knows


 
Weeeeeee
10.02.03 (10:22 pm)   [edit]
Today was great.
Had great sleep
Had great sex
Had great date
Had great night
What more I need to say
 
Something new
10.01.03 (10:04 pm)   [edit]
I’m not even sure
how to describe today except
for it was wonderful. Holly came
up around 2:30 and hung out 4
a bit which is always fun.


Sean actually got to hang out
at my house today, which
is new, cause I’m usually at his
place or were out doing something.
I feel so good about us. I love him
a lot, I am so lucky I have him. He
said he used to wonder why I was
with him, since he didn’t think things
in his life were looking up, but
I couldn’t see myself doing anything
else. I’m happy. Extremely happy.

It was so different than any
other day. I connected with him
so much more. Usually I think I put up
my guard. Always trying to impress,
trying to act a certain way, but today
it was just me and him, being who we are,
and being comfortable about it, and
it was so damn nice. He taught me
how to play this card game,
even though I suck at it,
It was fun.

Today was the best......
 
mmmm
10.01.03 (12:17 am)   [edit]
I saw phillips new girlfriend today. I dont think she knew who I was.

Overall my day was good. I mostly slept. I got up, took Sean to work, came home and crashed. I need to get a new job soon I guess, I dont wanna stay broke forever.