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| Whooptie f'in do |
| 11.29.03 (1:54 pm) [edit] |
My ex decides to call me today and tell me how wonderful his life is going with his new job and new girlfriend. Blah Blah Blah. Hes living in Manchester now with her, but since he came back home for somethings he figured he'd tell me. Jackass.
But Im kinda glad he did. Gives me Motivation to do better in my life.
Man I have slepted all day. I just woke up and I have to go into work in like two hours. Err
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| One of those days... |
| 11.28.03 (2:00 pm) [edit] |
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Woke up this morning. I started. Went up the street, my car broke down. Came home and baked a cake for my best friends birthday, It crumbled into a million peices. Started to get a spliting headache and throwing up. I was expecting on getting something in the mail today, it was a no show. Have to go to work from 4 till closing. Today is just NOT my day.... :cry:
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| Merry Turkey Day |
| 11.27.03 (4:29 pm) [edit] |
My holiday so far has been good. I didn't get to eat turkey or any of the traditional stuff, but Its still ok. Thomas, Stephine, Cami, Sean, and I went to Manchester to eat at CrackerBarrell. Food makes me sleepy! I took a nap for acouple hours then got back up at like 9. Sean and I went and caught the late movie in Tullahoma. We watched a film called TimeLine. It was actually really good.
Right now Im baking a lemon cake. Its Hollys b-day so Im gonna go take it to her at work
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| Top 3 Quiz |
| 11.26.03 (1:09 am) [edit] |
Top 3 Fav Songs
*45 by Shinedown
*Skin by Breaking Benjamin
*Little black Back Pack by Stroke 9
Top 3 Fav Colors
*Baby Blue
*Pink
*Yellow
Top 3 Fav T.V Shows
* That 70's Show
* Will and Grace
* The Real World
Top 3 Fav Foods
* Mashed Potatos
* Chicken strips
* Hamburgers
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| House to myself |
| 11.26.03 (12:42 am) [edit] |
The parents are going away for 3 days for Thanksgiving. I have to stay due to work but I don't care its worth it,lol. I prolly wont do anything for the holiday, but having the house to myself rawks :D
I'm starting to feel a little better. The last couple days I've been throwing up, not sure whats wrong, probably a flu bug or something.
I was bored so I took some quizzes
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| Why me!! lol |
| 11.24.03 (10:22 pm) [edit] |
Omg I have been throwing up non stop for an hour. My head/neck/and stomach feel horrible! I just wanna cry :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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| *Whoop Whoop* |
| 11.22.03 (2:01 am) [edit] |
Today was off and on.
Went to work from 4-closing. Was pretty good considering I made $52.00 in tips. After work I came home and cried some. For stupid reasons, I wasn't upset just was thinking about alot.
I went up to see Sean at work. It was a little after midnight when I got there, they were closed. I fell asleep in one of the booths and woke back up at like 1:45. People were still working, so I told the lady I was going home. I was hoping Sean would swing by after he got off, I saw a car pull out, maybe it was him. I drove up the road but didn't see anything. Who knows.
Oh and guess what!!!
My friend Dustin told me today that one of the girls I work with (very hott) said she thought I was cute and that being around me got her sexually frusterated. I was like OMG!!! Where did that come from! Thats the 2nd pizzahut girl, Dustins told me that was into me. The 1st was along time ago, some girl names Jenny. Damn I miss her. I think shes mad at me cause I couldnt go to some party she had last week though which makes me sad. She was great stuff.
I keep hearing this weirdass electric noise. Sounds like a boat,lol. Im gonna go investigate.....
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| Weird Topic |
| 11.21.03 (11:27 am) [edit] |
Everywhere I go I see the Micheal Jackson story on tv. Whats everyones opinion,comments, and thoughts on the whole thing?
Btw funnyass link, turn up your speakers for it. If you haven't already seen it, check it out
History of the "F" word
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| Work |
| 11.20.03 (11:20 pm) [edit] |
Work was hectic! The 1st two hours were [u]hell[/u] but by the end of the night things got better. My feet are sore though.
I got hit on by an old man, and some loud lady was tring to hook me up with her son. I was like wtf. Very weird.
Sean came by before I had to go in. He left me a rose in my car yesterday which was super sweet. It makes me happy to know hes thinking about me. I love him.
I normally go to Maryland for Christmas but with the new job I will be here in TN by myself. Its gonna be sad spending Christmas alone but its all good.
Im gonna go curl up by the heater, its freezing!
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| New tip of the day feature at top |
| 11.20.03 (11:04 pm) [edit] |
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| Happy happy Joy joy |
| 11.17.03 (11:57 pm) [edit] |
I only worked 3 hours today at Pizza Hut. I brought home 37 dollars in tips which rawks because it was a Monday and they are usually slow.
Sean came by and saw me around 6 after he got off work. He stayed for a bit, which was great. I love him alot.
After that Holly and Cheestin came over. We mobbed around outside some, then went upstairs and got high. We spent the night talking and telling stories about our lives, it was cool. I had a real good day....
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| Happy happy Joy joy |
| 11.17.03 (11:52 pm) [edit] |
I only worked 3 hours today at Pizza Hut. I brought home 37 dollars in tips which rawks because it was a Monday and they are usually slow.
Sean came by and saw me around 6 after he got off work. He stayed for a bit, which was great. I love him alot.
After that Holly and Cheestin came over. We mobbed around outside some, then went upstairs and got high. We spent the night talking and telling stories about our lives, it was cool. I had a real good day....
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| First day at work... |
| 11.16.03 (7:51 pm) [edit] |
I got so Punked. I get a call at work from a lady who wants to order all this junk. When shes done she says to me " now push f3 to delete that order, this is your boss, I was just calling to see how you were on the phone/taking orders"
I was like "DOH!" I forgot to Segestive sell but what can ya do. She will be there tommorrow when I go in from 11-2. But over all it wasnt to bad. Holly,Tj,and Sean all came in tonight to say hi which was nice. My feet hurt,lol. I tried extra hard to put in extra efforts, doing whatever I could. I think over all the day went well. Right now Im gonna go soak my ass in a hott bath...mmmm
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| Hooray for Cheestin! |
| 11.15.03 (2:05 pm) [edit] |
I got a job at pizza hut! I start tommorrow at 5 p.m.. Im nervous. I have to wear a odd uniform, and I have to wear my hair back which sucks cause sean thinks that looks ugly, but its required so what can I do. I can always wear it half up or in a high ponytail with some strands hanging down, wont look to bad. er. Most resturants only pay waitress two dollars an hour cause they make up 4 it in tips. But Pizza Hut pays 3 dollars so im happy. So if 3 people leave a two dollar tip then i'll make like 9 dollars an hour. not so shabby!
Anywayz, Im gonna go shopping 4 some new pants.
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| Doh |
| 11.15.03 (11:42 am) [edit] |
I was suppost to go to some Avon Party my friend Jenny was having in Winchester but I got stuck raking leaves! Sucks 4 me. I hope she isnt mad , I love her to death, I never see her anymore.
I guess I'll have to spend my Saturday cleaning. No fun, but oh well. Hopefully I'll get to have some fun l8ter tonight :wink: Guess we'll see...
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| Quiz |
| 11.14.03 (1:17 pm) [edit] |
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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| Matrix |
| 11.14.03 (11:35 am) [edit] |
I went and saw the 3rd Matrix. It was pretty good. It seemed kinda Sci Fi at times, but the end was what counted. I liked it.
My aunt sent me a gingerbread man pen in the mail. I Love it! Im in love with gingerbread men, I collect em, they are cuties.
I hope I find a job soon, I need cash for xmas. toil
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| Whoop Whoop |
| 11.11.03 (11:16 pm) [edit] |
[image]Kate0226_592283480 .gif[/image]
Since Holly left tblog, she told me I could post the fact that [u]she had sex last night[/u], with a guy we used to go to highschool with!! Im totaly excited 4 her! She said she didn't want to be a virgin by her 19th birthday (which by the way is soon), I guess she got her wish. :wink: Whooooo
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| Not sure what to think |
| 11.11.03 (4:08 pm) [edit] |
Mom and dad are arguing about drugs. I think dad may be taking some pills again. Im worried.
Last night was fun. Holly,Nick,Sean,And I went to Tullahoma. We went bowling. I sucked sooo bad at it, it wasnt even funny. Sean bowled an almost perfect game. He rawks at everything I swear lol.
After that we all went to eat at Fazoli's. It was a nice evening. Today I havent done much. Came home and got cleaned up some.
Jenny just called me. I havent talked to her in forever. She wants me to come to some avon party thing this Saturday. I dunno if I will though.
I need to get some new cloths. Right now I guess I will go turn in my application for the amco, this entry is random I Know
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| Last Night |
| 11.09.03 (12:23 pm) [edit] |
Last night was pretty fun. Dustin, Holly and I all went out to Tullahoma to eat at Ruby Tuesdays. We pretty much had the place to ourselves, except for acouple guys who sat in the corner. The lady brought dustin a seltzer water instead of a sprite, that stuff was rank! How can people drink that stuff,lol? Anyway the day was fun, I had a blast. I didnt end up going to sleep until like 5 am though. My sleeping pattern is fucked to all hell,lol.
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| Stupid computer |
| 11.09.03 (12:17 pm) [edit] |
[image]Kate0226_358892349 .gif[/image]
Ahh, the last couple days my internet has been down. My computer is royally fucked, I think it has some virus or something. Theres been so much stuff Ive wanted to fix on my tblog but couldnt. Er, oh well. I just hope it continues to work.
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| Fog |
| 11.06.03 (10:08 pm) [edit] |
It is soo foggy! I could barely see driving home. Today was ok. I mainly slept to tell ya the truth. Im going tommorrow to find out about diffrent schools and jobs. Erg. I dont wanna but I gotta do something eventually.
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| The Iron Giant |
| 11.05.03 (10:16 pm) [edit] |
Sean brought me breakfast this morning on his break. Hes so sweet.
I Just got home from hangin out with Hol and TJ. We hung out,watched a movie, and played with her new pet, it was alot of fun.
Im glad I got out tonight, I need to do it more often. Staying home alone makes things sucky. Nothing worse than being lonely and bored.
How cute is that face --- :shock:
Looks kinda petrified lol
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| Awake as always :) |
| 11.04.03 (11:34 pm) [edit] |
I dunno how I managed to have the best boyfriend and the bestest friend ever, but I feel lucky. I love them both, they make me happy.
I found old pics of dani from freshman year today,hehe. They are cute, maybe I'll post them sometime if my lame ass scanner ever gets to working right. I miss my friends.
I go threw some serious ups and downs. Guess thats what anxiety/depression and minor ocd will do to a girl. I'm starting to belive Im haunted by them all,lol.
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| Behind Blue Eyes |
| 11.04.03 (12:57 pm) [edit] |
Im on the verge of balling my eyes out. I keep telling myself if I can just make it acouple more days I will be fine. If I hang on to the hope I have deep down then things will be ok. But they are not o.k. My emotions are a total rollercoster. One day I will wake up just fine and happy and the next all I can think about is how much better off I'd be if I was six feet under. I need drugs. Right now so many bad thoughts keep racing through my mind of how much I don't want to be here anymore. Im so fucken ugly. )(@U&)(#@ :evil:
Im going to crawl into bed where I know I will be safe from myself [image]Kate0226_110497976 3.jpg[/image]
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| :) |
| 11.03.03 (8:28 pm) [edit] |
I feel happy. The last day or two have been looking up. Nothing really new has gone on, just am doing more so I feel better. Got to go out on a dinner date with Sean tonight which was nice. He is the best boyfriend Ive ever had, I love him lots.
I miss Holly. I hope shes ok, she seemed peeved in her last bloggy. I wanna gab with her. Last I talked to her she was getten a waterbottle for her bald rat,lol. I wanna see it I bet its cute.
I got an application from the Golden Gallon today. Maybe I'll work night shifts, that'd be fun. Hell I stay up all night anway lol. Who knows. Id prolly get held up, thats scary.
Anyway Im gonna go excersise. Im gonna try to do that everyday, so far Ive gone through with it. No one likes it, but later after you do it, you feel better. Endorphines or something. :)
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| NightQueens Quizzy |
| 11.02.03 (3:15 pm) [edit] |
QUIZ: WHO THE HELL ARE YOU ANYWAY???
~~~~~THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS~~~~
TIME OF DAY: night time
SHOPPING STORE:walmart
WEATHER:rainy/stormy
SEASON:fall
DAY CLOTHES:cute jeans and a white tee
NIGHT CLOTHES:flare pj bottems and a tanktop
FOOD:chickenstrips or mashed potatos
ANIMAL:chinchillas,sugar gliders,sloths
TYPE OF MUSIC:all kinds except really heavy thrash shit
TALK SHOW:Ricky Lake
HOLIDAY:halloween/xmas/ne w years
KIND OF UNDERWARE:Pretty!! Has to be pretty and shiney
FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME) SEX:eyes and smile
~~~~~WHO ARE YOU?~~~~~
CAR I DRIVE:a green 96 ford taurus
BIGGEST FEAR:afterlife, death, loosing someone
EYE COLOR:dark blue
HEIGHT:5'9
TATTOOED? HOW MANY?:none,maybe one day
PIERCED? HOW MANY? Just my ears
CLEAN SHAVEN OR HAIRY? [u]SHAVED!!!!![/u] I refuse to have hair anywhere except on my head,lol
DO YOU LIKE YOUR BODY?no
WHAT STATE ARE YOU IN? TN
HAPPIEST WHEN: being with friends/laughing/being crazy
SADDEST WHEN: alone
MARRIED? HOW MANY TIMES?: none yet
DRINK? when I get the chance
SMOKE? No
DRUGS? I need some
PARENTS STILL MARRIED? yup yup
LIVE IN A HOUSE OR APARTMENT: a yellow house
PET PEEVES: racism
~~~LIKKETY SPLIT~~~
DO YOU ENJOY WATCHING PORNO? depends on what type it is
HAVE YOU EVER FANTASIZED ABOUT BEING IN A PORNO FLICK? ummm
ARE YOU A VIRGIN? Why even ask
HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN SOMEONES VIRGINITY? Yes, wished I didnt
WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER KINKY? 3somes
HAVE YOU EVER HAD ANAL SEX? ouch,yeah
BEST PLACE YOU HAVE HAD SEX: In the backseat of my car
EVER SHOWED A PRIVATE PART IN PUBLIC? flashed people before
EVER MASTERBATED WITH SOMETHING OTHER THAN HAND OR VIBRATOR? Haha,no comment
EVER PAID FOR SEX? Hell no
EVER BEEN PAID FOR SEX? been offered
DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR ASSHOLE PLAYED WITH DURING SEX? what kinda questions are these!
EVER CHEATED WITH YOUR GF/BF'S BEST FRIEND? no way
EVER CHEATED ON ANYONE? sadly yes
EVER HAVE SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON AT A TIME? HOW MANY? Yeah, Ive had 5 sets of 3somes
DO YOU MASTERBATE DAILY? Not always
~~~ MORAL DILEMMAS~~~
WOULD YOU? YES OR NO.
tURN IN A FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER IF THEY HAD MURDERED SOMEONE AND CAME TO YOU FOR HELP: depends on the situation, but I doubt Id rat someone out
GIVE A STRANGER MONEY IF THEY ASKED: ya if I had any lol
PICK UP A FRIEND FROM A BAR AT 2 A.M. IF THEY WERE DRUNK AND YOU HAD JUST GONE TO BED..KNOWING YOU HAD TO BE TO WORK FOR 6 A.M. : definately,couldnt let them drive by themselves
STOP A MAN FROM BEATING ON HIS WOMAN IF IT MEANT YOUR SAFETY WOULD BE IN DANGER: of course, Id kick him where it counts
STOP TO HELP AT A CAR ACCIDENT: yeah cause someone stopped 4 us when we flipped, its scary
DISOWN OR TREAT YOUR FRIEND, PARENT OR CHILD DIFFERENTLY IF YOU FOUND OUT THEY WERE GAY? Hell no thats stupid. Id prolly be more closer to em lol
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| New Layout |
| 11.02.03 (11:53 am) [edit] |
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New layout for a new day. Starting today Im gonna change all the things I hate in my life. Im going to actaully work towards my goals and be who I wanna be, get things done. Im excited. So far so good. :D
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| GoingAway |
| 11.01.03 (8:27 pm) [edit] |
Why do I cry over something I dont have but dont even want
Why are my visions
distorted
Why do I hurt and hate the one thing Im living
inside of
Why am I still tortured by thoughts
at night
Why cant I escape the emotions
within
I dont understand not even myself
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| ahhg |
| 11.01.03 (1:59 am) [edit] |
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*stabs self in head* Im loosing it :cry:
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