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| New banner |
| 12.31.03 (4:31 am) [edit] |
I cant find the right blog colors I want but oh well. Im excited bout my new header. I made it out of pictures I really liked off www.ghettyimages.com . I love that site.
Errg, its 7 a.m. and I havent even gone to bed yet. My insomnia will eat me alive.....
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| Emotional Coaster |
| 12.30.03 (10:38 pm) [edit] |
My exboyfriend (Phillip) and his girlfriend called me today.
I talked to her for a little while, which was good cause there was alot we needed to clear up. Phillip had asked about getting his camera back so I took it to him today. I finally met Christa (his woman) for the first time. She was actually real nice. I tried so hard not to cry, standing there talking to them, but I couldn't help it. I dunno why I got so sad when I was there, but I am happy that he found someone.
I went and saw Sean afterwards. We went out to WalMart for a bit to pick up some stuff. It was fun. Over all my day has been pretty emotional.
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| Home |
| 12.28.03 (11:50 pm) [edit] |
I havent updated in awhile because I've been gone for the hoildays.
I went and saw my grandparents in Maryland for about five days. Grandma lost her password to her AOL account on her computer so I couldn't get online. Not to mention her computer is 100 years old. Crusty thing.
Anyway the trip was ok. I saw my grandpa. He only said maybe 3 things the whole time I was there. He just layed in the hospital bed they had downstairs for him, everyonce in awhile looking up. It was so sad. Before I left I gave him a hug and told him I love him and he looked at me and said "goodbye katie". I thought I was gonna cry.
I am glad Im home though. I missed everyone. I have no idea what my schedule is for this week. Guess I need to call in the morning. Hopefully I wont close on New Years, I wanna go do something that night. I bought a new outfit for it all, Im excited.
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| Lord of the rings3 |
| 12.21.03 (11:31 pm) [edit] |
The last two days have been great!
I got to spend the night with Sean Saturday. I didnt sleep very well cause I never do but it was all good. We woke up around 10 on Sunday and went shopping. I bought him a badass starter jacket as an xmas gift. He looks so fine in it.
We went out to eat and went to the 7:30 showing of the 3rd Lord of the Rings. The movie lasted almost 4 hours! But I had fun, it was a really good film.
Im so happy.
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| Bable of an insomiac/depressed mind |
| 12.20.03 (1:39 am) [edit] |
I cant sleep anymore.
My thoughts keep running while my body tries to relax, but it cant.
It cant because its filled with horrible things, things from the past things I should do, things I stress over.
Its haunting.
I dont sleep like I used to.
The last couple of months have been hard for me. My dreams keep my body awake, untill its energy is gone. Im such a burden to some. My depression has taken over and I dont belive I can climb out. No one will understand this. Thats ok, thier not suppost to.
I cry so much more at night then I used to. Things get implanted in my thoughts and wont leave. It troubles me. I feel so far away from the norm. I want things to get back to reality. Nights are so hard to cope with. I just want to sleep.
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| When will my life get any better.... |
| 12.18.03 (9:08 pm) [edit] |
Erg, being sick sucks. I have the whole headache/runny nose/ sneezy/ flu bullshit, on top of the whole red swollen busted chin. *shakes fist* whyyyy
Oh well cant do anything about it but sit and rot, waiting to get well. At least I dont have to work.
I've been in bed all day, feeling rotten.
I wished my life would look for once, yeah, thatd be lovely
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| funny |
| 12.17.03 (10:25 pm) [edit] |
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| 12.17.03 (9:54 pm) [edit] |
I dont update as much as I used to. I feel limited to what I say cause this page is accesible to anyone. So I cant be as grafic as I want.
Man today started off rough. I was walking outside and slipped on some ice. I busted my chin open, it hurt like a bitch. I had to go to work with a ghetto ass bandaid on it. Doh! Why me. My best friend Holly once told me I have the worst luck of any friend she has and I now know shes right lmao. Oh well
Ive been semi depressed the last day or two but Im managing to hang in there. Been able to laugh things off but I dont know how much longer I can do that
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| Tattoo |
| 12.14.03 (5:54 pm) [edit] |
Today was alota fun. Holly and I both went down to Tulahoma. The tattoo place wasnt open but since buisness was slow the previous week the guy gave her one anyway. She got a big yellow and red "CKY" (<-- A band) Tattoo on her shoulder. Its cute. I want to get one but I dont know what. I need ideas! [b]Everyone comment and leave me an idea of what you think would look cool.[/b]> She got a baby nose ring too. It was cute, but after I saw it gush blood, I was horrified,lol.
I hope things with me and my man are ok. Things seemed off when he visited me today on his break.
I think I saw a comet today. I know it wasnt a shooting star. It was just a big white ball moving across the sky, then it turned a blazeful orange. Im still not sure wtf it was
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| SUper |
| 12.14.03 (12:46 am) [edit] |
[image]Kate0226_682054777 .jpg[/image]
Today started off bleh but turned into something fun. Felt ugly as hell all day, but learned to acept the things I couldnt change and carried on. Work was fun cause it wasn't that busy. I love my co workers, they are fun to be around.
I got a phone call around midnight from my friend Cheestin. He was down about some stuff, so he came by and we went to waffle house. We saw a guy we used to go to school with ( Chris Haynes ). He had changed alot.
He came and gabbed with us a bit before he left. I had a real nice time.
I miss my best friend Holly and my boyfriend Sean. Hollys getting ready to go on a trip though soon, shes gonna go to Flordia to hang out with one of her friends.
And Sean well, he works 4- closing, and at Mcdonalds thats alota hours considering they usually dont get outta there till like 1 a.m. *sighs* who knows
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| Weird |
| 12.12.03 (11:27 pm) [edit] |
I saw this thing on the news where some man killed 2 teenagers and dryed there bodies in cement in the floor of his basement. Whats this world comming too? It makes ya wonder what posses someone to do that.
I spent the last two houes watching reruns of the real world. Im addicted to that show.
Been kinda lazy today since it was my day off. I think overall its been an ok day
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| zoot zoot |
| 12.09.03 (7:39 pm) [edit] |
Today was alot better than I'd imagined.
Woke up with a weird hangover from the night before then slept some more. Everytime I drink b4 I go to bed I always have fucked up dreams. When I got up Sean was standing there with my christmas gift. He got me a awsome heater, which I need cause my room is always -20 lol. I love him.
Went to work after all. Was actually pretty fun.
My tummys feeling a little off right now but its all good. Prolly just need some sleep, been having weird patterns lately, never on a good schedule lol
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| Later |
| 12.08.03 (9:58 pm) [edit] |
Im not going to work tommorrow
[b]Fuck the bullshit[/b]
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| 12.07.03 (12:46 am) [edit] |
Today wass good stuff.
Got to makeout with a hot girl from work.
Met someone from tblog, but he didnt know it lol. Got to gab with dustin for hours which was cool. Todays been nice
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| Lj |
| 12.06.03 (12:25 am) [edit] |
I think almost everyone left tblog.
Dani's page looks totally erased. Holly said fuck it cause of stupid people and left ,and Sean rarely updates, along with alot of others.
I think most of them went to other journals that have the "friends only feature" That way outside people such as certain friends/family cant see the shit.
Who knows.
My eyeballs itch :shock:
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| Did it in the Rain |
| 12.03.03 (11:04 pm) [edit] |
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What started out as a one night stand ended up being the best relationship I've ever had. I look like utter shit today, but I don't care, some things I can't do anything about so why stress over them? I went up to McDonalds to help them close. I know I don't work there anymore but when I know they are short people,and my mans working I'll go help them out. Plus if I hadn't of I wouldn't have got to do it in the back of moms taurus in the pouring rain. It was really nice. :wink:
I hope I make some good tips tommorrow at work. I did production today (answering phones, handing pizzas through drive-through) so I made squat. I wanna save up alot of cash, for my ride and for presents. I wanna get nice gifts this year.
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| Weee |
| 12.03.03 (12:35 pm) [edit] |
Last night was fun. My boyfriend Sean lives with two roomates who have to go to bed early due to work. So anytime after 9:00 p.m. on weekdays we have to go in his room and be real quiet.
Around 10 we wanted to do something, so we decided to sneak out his window. We both walked to my car and drove up to Monteagle so we could buy some corona. So we got that and drank some. We wanted to mob around more, so we decided to drive down to Manchester to go to WalMart. There was hardly anyone there but we scored some limejuice before we left.
After that we were kinda getting hungry so we went to wendys. It was like 5 mins till the closed but they took our order anyway which was nice. I bet they thought we were asses,lol.
Tring to get back in the window was funny. I was tring to be quiet but I was laughing my head off tring to leap in. It was great. I love little crazy things like that, on the spur of the moment. It makes life fun :)
Guess for now Im gonna go wash my cloths for work. I only work 3 hours tonight which is cool.
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| Insomniac |
| 12.01.03 (2:06 am) [edit] |
Im thinking about changing my blog. Dunno what I wanna do with it yet though.
Tommorrow Im starting on some new goals. Hopefully I can follow threw with them all. Luckily this time I have help.
My car is screwed. I think the transmittion is blown up which sucks because that will cost a pretty penny. Who knows guess we'll see tommorrow.
Im having such a hard time sleeping lately. So many things run through my head when I lay down, it makes it difficult to relax.
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