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Prowlers
03.20.04 (10:53 pm)   [edit]
Thursday night was fun. I got to hang out with Dunlap for a little while, which was cool because shes usually not alowed out of the house ( her boyfriend won't let her see any of her friends). Holly, Dook, Dunny, and I all hopped in the car to pull a prank on one of our buddies. It was fun stuff.
Last night I got to hang out with Sean some which was nice. We didnt do much, but being around him was fun enough. Hes great.
Ahhg I got bit by something cause my arm itches like a mofo. Im gonna go calamine the bitch and go to bed,lol.
 
Quiz
03.20.04 (10:46 pm)   [edit]
Your Life

name: Kate
sex: Female
occupation: Waitress
favorite people: Holly,Sean,Chee,Dani,Clos e Family
favorite place to be: In my bed, on a rainy night
favorite color(s): Pink,Yellow, Blue, Black
your house is: old, 2 story, yellow siding, with a red roof
best sex: Heh. Let me get back to you on that.


Rewind

most memorable memory: Anything my friends and I do, is memorable
worst memory: Several.. my suicidal summer which landed me in a hospital, relationship drama
first best friend ever: Holly
first sex: Oh jeez. Jan, 2000

Love?

love is: Not easy, but great once you've figured it all out
are you in love: Yes
love or lust?: Love is more important, but lust comes along with it
when love hurts, you: lay in bed, mope

Preferred Sex

turn ons: Well groomed, Smells Nice. On guys - Dark skin/hair/eyes.
your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: Kinda, I think everyone longs for approval
the sweetest thing a member of the preferred sex can do for you?: Just show me effection
looks or smarts: I got someone that has both, so Im happy
are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers?: Back in the day

Picky Picky

best pets: Cats, rodents
short or long hair: Depends
sunshine or rain: Summer rains are the best
ink or piercings: Too much of either is rough
hugs or kisses: Both
favorite drink: Orange soda, Diet soda
snail mail or e-mails: Im to lazy for snail mail
playstation or nintendo: I only have a super,lol
car or skateboard: Car
sing or dance: Either

More about you

if you were a crayon, what colors would you be?: Yellow
ever OD'd?: No
what's the next CD you are going to buy?: I havent bought a cd in like a year
what's the last drug you took?: Effexor
what's the best advice ever given to you?: Except the things you cannot change
what's the stupidest thing you have ever done?: I cant count them all
how many kids do you want to have?: None right now
plan on getting married?: When the times right, I guess
what are you most scared of?: Loosing someone close to me, Death
how many TV's do you have in your house?: 3
vegan, veggie or carnivore: I likes both
who do you dream about?: Many people
who do you tell your dreams to?: Holly
your boyfriend/girlfriend is: Sean
your parents are: Still married
your eyes: Dark blue
your skin color: light peach
in school: graduated
prejudices: Na
pet peeves: Prejudice, Bullies
 
Tough Enough
03.08.04 (4:05 pm)   [edit]
Holly and I got up at 6 a.m. to go walking. Now that my friend is motiation. I don't think I've ever free willingly got up that early for anything.
I made 61 dollars today in tips, which is great considering its a morning, and a weekday. Made me sleepy though.
I dislike that Matt kid that's living at our log cabin. He's the biggest mootch I think I've ever seen.
He just walks in, eats or food, uses are stuff, and still hes living down there for free. Err.
Oh well.
I just don't like when hes at the house. Makes me feel uncomfortable.
 
Wheel of Fortune
03.06.04 (10:38 am)   [edit]
Yesterday was fun. Sean and I went down to Wal-Mart to get some tires put on his car, and then out to eat at a Mexican Resturant. I was feeling kinda sick before, so I didn't get to eat much, which sucked cause I was looking 4ward to it.
When we got home, we hung out some with his roomates Thom and Steph. The power went out around 7, but luckily they had a backup lamp we used. They tought me how to play hearts which was alot of fun, cause I had never played before.
The power came back on at like 11 or something. So Sean and I watched the move "Spy Game" with Brad Pitt and Robert Redford, before we crashed. I didnt really wanna go home since the storm was so bad, so I just stayed the night there.
Now I gotta go hop in the shower and get ready for work, I gotta close tonight
 
I am cursed with this curse
03.02.04 (12:32 am)   [edit]
I just sat down in the shower and cried. Its all I can do. I hate me. I will never be normal. I will never have a normal life because of this shit. I wanna peel my skin off and throw it away. Why is this happening to me. I musta been a real bitch in my past life. I dont wanna be me anymore. I feel like cring more but it will only flame the curse which I am given. I hate me. I wanna get in bed and never come out. It will never be cured. I want to die sometimes

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
 
4 5 therfore 9
03.01.04 (10:20 pm)   [edit]
I have such bad anxiety right now. Today I've managed to keep on a smile. I had alot of fun when Holly came over and when Sean dropped by. I love them both. Being around them is about the only thing that makes me laugh anymore. I feel like that egg off the zoloft commercial. I hate me alot 90% of the time. My stoamch is turning